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Do I have Love?

27 Saturday Feb 2010

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In the last year Randy and I said to God that we would go wherever He wanted us to. Honestly I was hoping for somewhere exciting, I mean I told God I would go ANYWHERE. (I was thinking about just having come back from the trip to Africa last January.) I even grudgingly said I’d go someplace cold, and if you know me you know THAT is sacrifice. We really meant it too, anywhere…. You know where God is sending us? About an hour and a half west of where I am now. On one hand I am a little sad it wasn’t a more exciting place. On the other hand God has made it pretty clear that He is the one sending us there and that is so exciting to me. Not only did He provide Randy a job in Manhattan, He provided Randy a great job in Manhattan! so obviously my thoughts are consumed with making ready and selling a house. Finding a place to live. Transitioning the kids as smoothly as possible etc, etc……. Today though the thought of pointing my faith feet toward Manhattan has been topmost in my thoughts.

I haven’t talked much lately about putting feet to my faith, which is really what this blog started out to be. I think the thought of God calling to put my feet in motion and go somewhere else that He has called me has gotten me thinking about everything in light of that again. Ordinary me trying to do what God calls all of us to do everyday. Show myself and others what it really looks like to walk my faith in the real world. What are practical ways to live like I love Jesus everyday? In doing this I have experienced growth and challenge, prayer and an intensity in my relationship with God. No big theology or evangelism plans but real walking with Jesus and what that means.
The walk this year or so has been eventful. God has opened my eyes to so much that I would never have even noticed without this experience. There are many hurting people out there. People that you never suspect live with hurt that they think they hide from everyone else. Often we have little time to really engage in conversation deeper than the flippant “how’s it going?”. If we did maybe we could see past the surface and into their hearts. The sadness that loss brings. The anxiety that is behind every bite of food that passes into their mouth. The hopelessness and desperation that comes with physical disability. The brutal pain of a spouse telling you they just don’t love you any more. Sadly I know someone who is dealing with each of those things. A couple of them are covered by more than one person. 

What am I doing to reach out and Love them the way Jesus would?  I’m not sure. I know that there is a reason God has put those people in my path. He doesn’t do anything by accident. For me it always helped when someone acknowledged my pain. Mentioned the elephant in the room so to speak 🙂 Love speaks volumes. One thing I will try to do is to pray that I show love the way God models it to us. Sometimes I think we try to make it more complicated than it needs to be. Show love.

If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love , I am nothing. If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames, but have not love, I gain nothing.                                                                   1 Corinthians 13:1-3

My Feet are moving to Manhattan

26 Friday Feb 2010

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So just to prove that God does have a sense of humor, the girl who said “I will never” just had it come back and bite her in the bee-hind AGAIN!” Let me re-cap the last few months for you in case you have forgotten. Recession kicks in, work is very bad for architecture, especially if you are self employed. We find ourselves in a situation we never thought we would be in, dependant on people who love us and the grace of God to survive. I go back to work. We sell our house (which really wasn’t that hurtful, I didn’t transition well to a subdivision). We go through insanity trying to close on the house we bought. And Randy gets a job offer OUT OF TOWN!!! so guess who is moving again? Yep that would be me. Well me and my whole family.
Understand that is said realizing the HOLY and AMAZING GRACE of MY LORD and SAVIOR. I know without a shadow of a doubt that God has held us in his mighty hands the entire time we have struggled. It is only by an act of God that Randy ever got an interview let alone a job offer. We are so grateful to be blessed in this way.
I guess putting Feet to my Faith takes on a whole new meaning. God is so good!

Manhattan and the Flint Hills

23 Tuesday Feb 2010

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The whole family spent the day in Manhattan today. I love this area. The Flint Hills are always beautiful, even in the middle of winter. You would never expect to see as much color as there really is. This picture doesn’t do it justice. Part camera problems mostly user problems, it was cold!!!!
It’s funny the memories that pop up when your back in an are you haven’t seen in a while. Driving down streets that were vaguely familiar I was flooded with memories of college. Lots of funny stories that I think the kids liked hearing. I didn’t catch any eye rolls anyway. We went to the Union and then walked through Seaton Hall where Randy spent the majority of his time. (No really, almost every moment both waking and sleeping.) Studio rooms all looked the same. Same chaos, same harried looking students! Emma remarked that we were getting a lot of strange looks, but that those students had certainly walked around like that before they came to school there!
Sadly the art building that my classes were in was torn down several years ago to make way for the HUGE library, so no classroom memories for me:(  We didn’t head over to the dorms, but I think we might save that for an official college visit when Caleb goes. Fun day, lots of memories, and kids that got along without incident even sitting three across in the crowded backseat of my Mother-in-Laws car! (ours broke down yesterday…. of course:)

Confusing!!!

15 Monday Feb 2010

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I have this done for the time being. Figuring it all out taxed my puny brain cells to their limit! I know there are still issues with the whole thing but I will figure them out later!
I would love to hear what you think of the page now, please share 🙂

Trying something new.

15 Monday Feb 2010

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Ok, there are a lot of fun things out there for bloggers. Most however, are probably more tech savy than me so please bear with me as I “fiddle” with how this works!!

And no, I havent found anything amazing in the jungle. I’d love to be there right now, it has to be warmer than here!

Boring Background

12 Friday Feb 2010

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I’m tired of my background for the blogpage. I’m thinking maybe I need to figure out how to do that on my own! I’ve seen such neat ones, but I don’t want to pay for it!

clean basement

09 Tuesday Feb 2010

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Okay so I am a couple days late re posting the cleaner, box less, basement but it really was done on Sunday! I CAN’T believe that we found a place for everything in the house. (If you hadn’t guessed the new house is quite a bit smaller than the old one) Though I guess we really didn’t honestly find a place for everything. I packed 4 or 5 very large boxes of clothes and shoes for Goodwill. You can actually see the floor in our bedroom. I have seriously risked my life getting out of bed in the middle of the night to find the bathroom!
Randy is supposed to start the kitchen this week which be fantastic as only the necessities are unpacked. The pots and pans we must have and 6 plates with assorted plastic cups from restaurants round out our gourmet eating utensils.

On a different note, the sun came out for a short while this morning Yippee!! Probably to celebrate Emma’s 15th birthday which is today. I know, let the cliche’s start, but I can’t believe she is 15!She is a beautiful, funny fantastic girl, and I am blessed to be her mom.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EMMA!

More Pictures

14 Thursday Jan 2010

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Progress has slowed considerably these days. Randy is working hard to finish plans for my sister-in-law’s remodel. When those are done he will be back to finish ours! We have moved into the basement and the kids rooms upstairs. I’ve got a “kinda” kitchen set up in the basement because I don’t want to unpack boxes upstairs and load cabinets only to unload them a week later to pull the cabinets out!

Since I can’t stand to post pictures of the chaos that is our living space. I am adding some of the property. Again its got lots of potential. Our big outdoor project come spring will be the garden and hopefully fixing the pool, if its fixable. If not I’m going to have the biggest water feature in the neighborhood!

This is the view of the property from the deck. Our property line is in front of the trees you see along the back of the pictures.

This is what I see out the front door. Looking west over the field across the street. I’m hoping for no houses anytime soon. I LOVE the tree in the front yard. I can’t stop taking pictures of it:)

This is the picnic table on the deck. Not a property shot, but it shows how much snow we had! Randy had to take the glass out of the screen door so he could put the snow shovel out and clear a path just to open the door.

This is the sad pool. It hasn’t had a liner in three years we just hope it can be salvaged. It’s so close to the road though that we are going to have to invest in a privacy fence before I will even think about swimming!

And this is the shed. You cant see the fantastic, blacktopped second drive and parking area under all the snow. Just made for parking when all our friends come over.

Ordinary Life

25 Wednesday Nov 2009

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This morning I asked God” Why?” and He said “Die to self”. Pretty loud and clear, no question in my mind that that was God talking
Die to self in a very real way means giving up what I want. It means giving up me. In this day and age I really struggle with that. Would God ask me to give up my dreams? Wouldn’t He want to enable me to accomplish them? Isn’t He there to ensure my happiness and prosperity? He wants me to”be myself” or have goals and dreams, to reach for the stars and grab all of life that I can…..right? The more I think about it the more I realize that God calls me to fill His goals for me. That cannot be a popular thought for most people seeking fulfillment in Christianity. I am a product of my environment which tells me that all God wants is for me to be happy. I know it could stir controversy to say this but I don’t think that is the case. Die to self. To all my hopes and desires. To give them all up in search of something better than I can imagine. I feel like that is what God is saying to me. Give it all up Dianna, so I can do things for you that you can’t even begin to wish for. Things that make your dreams seem puny and watered down. How do I argue with that? How do I tell God that isn’t what I want? That “I’m happy with my little box of dreams God, don’t mess with them, thank you very much, but please just give me the ordinary life I wish for.”
I can’t do that. I can’t tell God I want my very ordinary life instead of His great one. I choose to die to self so that I can have my very best self.

Blessing

18 Friday Sep 2009

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I can’t even begin to tell you what a blessing the conference last weekend was to me. It’s overwhelming to see God’s hand move in my life, every time he does. I don’t know why it always surprises me.
I’ve mentioned before that God has a tendency to really work in my life in the areas that he calls me to speak. This last weekend I spoke on how to put feet to your faith when you can’t find your feet or your faith. I’ve been struggling to find both in the last few months. With Randy essentially out of work it has been a really hard time financially. Through family, friends and circumstances God has provided, but it has been really hard. We always wondered whether we could hold out until the house sold. About thirty minutes before I walked in to teach the first session I got a call indicating we had an offer coming in on the house. I don’t believe in coincidence. What better way could God use to help me teach that session? It was amazing and overwhelming. This rough season of our life isn’t automatically over just because we sold the house, I know that. But for a girl struggling to find faith, His intervention at exactly the right moment really reminded me that everything happens for a reason.
Because I made myself vulnerable and shared exactly what has been going on in my life and how God has used it. I met many women who are hurting, who’s lives aren’t going the way they imagined it was supposed to. But each of them are being used by God in the lives of others. God uses all things in the lives of His children to bring glory to Himself. That’s the way it should be. I hope my life does that.
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